Over You
It’s that time of year once again. Yes, it is officially the holiday season and you know what that means. A lot of different couples either ending their relationships, fighting, breaking up , even making up. Well where I am currently standing it’s more just of a breakup. No fixing it , no gluing it, stitching it , stapling it not a thing.
Really just something that has been beyond repair of fixing for quite some time, both of you thought that it was easy enough to maybe fix. One person slowly starts to fade away from this broken relationship and the other person trying to fix every last broken piece of what was left in your relationship. Let’s face reality once the trust is gone , once that love slips away their is not a thing left that can even try to fix it.
Also let’s face it, we so far know that close to winter, middle of winter either the relationship you have started with someone will make it or break it. And really let’s be honest a lot of them seem to break it when the holiday season is upon us. At least 90 percent of relationships that started last spring either have made it this far or that their relationship is beyond fixing and then you have the 10 percent who made the Final Cut which congratulations to those who actually made the cut and is still going strong with your still kind of new relationship.
As well all know I just love talking about love and relationships, the fucking hopeless romantic in me, the girl who wears her damn heart on her damn sleeve. At times I hate it. I wish that part of me could just turn it off. Who am I fucking kidding, I obviously can’t. With me turning almost 36 years old (yes I said 36) I am still finding myself, I am still that hopeless romantic, it’s a curse and the best damn thing ever at times I feel it’s more of a curse.
Lastly what I can say in the words of Chris Daughtry now that it’s all said and done I can’t believe that you were the one to build me up and tear me down like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far was way too deep guess I let you get the best of me. Well, I never saw it coming I should’ve started running a long, long time ago. And I thought I never doubt you I’m better without you more than you know I’m slowly getting closure I guess it’s really over I’m finally getting better and now I am picking up the pieces and spending all these years putting my heart back together because the day I thought I’d never get through I got over you.
As always XOXOXOXO NicoleHeart
